be my valentine ?

a life goes by   romantic dreams must die   so i bid mine goodbye   never knew

愛人原要令到對方開心更多    令你為逃避我而難受過

wow ! 2009 turning to 2010 !

2009 年最值得記下的事肯定是碰上了 mr grumpy

really glad that i met you this year !  its just like a dream i was hoping for so long
you brought me lots of happiness and you do care about me very much

but when he changed his name to mr busy   things changed   but i dont care !!
sometimes i would rather like to hear that he got grumpy  because of me

曾經都覺得自己可以安然接受任何轉變
因為從一開始就認定自己不是個好對象 只是個再普通不過的一個女孩 
圍在你身邊走的 肯定要比我好個十倍百倍 聰明個廿萬三十萬倍
所以把你那天的一句順其自然藏在心裡
and then i hope for the best and plan for the worst and pray for it

所以即使看見所有 promises 都只成為一個玩笑 即使看見太多飛機在飛
即使朋友捉上我追問   我都只有一笑置之 亦告知一句 " i am fine "
因為不論理智上或是感情上 都想對自己說
"that's not a big deal! come on jess you are really fine! and everything is gonna be fine !!"
"it dosent mean anything at all! may be i can just let him passes by and no one's getting hurt!"

但係當有日你望住個響緊既電話猶疑 就會發現自己既 heart beat 原來可以咁清晰 
又或者有一日當你無意間打開本 photo album  聽住 lenka 咁輕鬆既歌
你都可以傻傻地喊得出既話 就會開始認真了解 missing and loving 既意思    
原來某個人或者某d事情已經係你生命中佔上某些既位置 

曾有過一秒 抱著於一起   忘記要怎樣抽離
曾經很開心 一分一刻 我會儲起
如你我可以最後於一起   你會知道我日夜想你
從不想多講 只因不想累你
能有這福氣 有幸識到你 才決定努力爭氣

so i've learned to say " whatever will be will be"    wont do anything anymore
cause pushing you away would be the last thing i  dont wanna see

looking forward to 2010 =)
everythings got planned! not by us but by GOD definitely!
and i am sure what he planned is far more meaningful and important than what we think of
2010 is coming ! focus on school work and gonna take a degree down !
time to grow up girl !! the reality is always cruel ! but i know i am not alone =)

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL MY FRIENDS =) HAVE FUN ON NEW YEARS EVE GUYS !
may i say " LETS GO GET DRUNK " xD !

對唔住放左 tiffany mak tung charlie OP 既飛機  先有機會得閒打下 xanga ..

17th DEC post exam K with T10 BABIES + 1

終於考完試 閉關完畢 考完去唱 k 發癲  
OMG ! LADY GAGA  真係太 arousing 救命 !

20th DEC christmas party @ mos club house

姨丈聚集左一大班教會既 youngster  推左領詩 
要負責抽獎同玩遊戲  好彩大家都玩得開心 41人既 party   完左把聲唔見左

my lovely 姨丈加表妹妹 仲有送俾佢地既 thankyou card   姨丈個頭完全唔知想點 XD

21st DEC happy birthday to mami >3<

去左 ronnie 屋企整 cookies  朝早特登去買新既焗爐 -3-
陪住人地女朋友見到家長唔知想點 好彩冇認錯係我
救命你屋企個海景我的確可以坐係到望足一日唔走 !!!

仲坐左好 chork 既死人 P 牌仔 ! 揸車嚴禁燥底 !  chork 到頭都痛埋唔該晒 !

22nd DEC movie with DR.wing + 工展會 + christmas party @ tal's home

thanks for inviting me to watch AVATAR! 其實好睇  3D 好睇 不過佢地好樣衰
完全可以用醜樣黎形容  成場戲我地兩個人狂講野狂扮 d 低能聲 笑死左
仲有佢地搞野 -3- OMG ! 完全呆左 ! 睇到大叫左出聲 旁邊位先生更大叫 WTF  ^^
btw 其實男主角係幾靚仔 可惜成套戲都講緊佢隻 avatar ! 仲有好鍾意佢地既野會發光好靚 ^0^ !!!!

koobe 後 join 工展會  咁大個女第一次去   d 野唔合理地貴 -3-
唔明有咩咁好玩 唔明有咩咁好去 仲有搵唔到樽樽魚 
特登影黎證明到此一遊 應該唔會再去 =3=
 

夜晚去 tal 屋企開 party     每年都係咁開心   抽獎依然係咁好笑
ashley 依然係 video 到爆晒粗   依然抽中龍既禮物勁想死 !!!
仲有新作既名真係 ^^ 無得頂 多謝 lydia 咁用心咁諗出黎

23rd DEC T10 christmas party @ thomas's home

又去左元朗收唔到電話既地方 做左一日賢良淑德既女孩子
無論係由採購 準備 煮食 到清洗 都包辦晒  快 d 多謝喪 wing 姐 ._/. !
又係勁夜番屋企 你個到真係好唔方便 我下年會係你到訓我唔理 !
番到屋企傾完個電話已經係 3 點 沖埋涼 4 點先訓  癲左 第2 早一早1030 要去學琴


未試過多人到要用穫黎打邊爐 多人到要搬出屋企食 哈哈 勁正


要多謝 fani thomas poyee charlie mak tung 既關心 睇你地互對已經令我開心晒 XD

24th DEC 平安夜 dinner @ koobe's home + twilight saga !

一早學完琴同 may 食 lunch 再出 cwb  逼到我呢 完全覺得係 mtr 窒息死左
咁多年第一次冇出去玩留係一個屋企過平安夜 今年冇得去報佳音其實好唔開心
好彩有你地我先唔駛過 lonely christmas >3< you two are the best !!!!
好耐冇見 auntie 喇 T^T  見親都話我瘦左 係就好 lu !!!
 

new moon  其實都 okay 啦我覺得  可能因為我坐得太前 好震撼
完全 feel 到 d werewolves 係飛去我塊面 嚇死左 愈黎愈唔鍾意男主角
jacob 好勁多 都話佢應該要剪頭髮!!   muscle man XD 同 be 睇完之後神經左 變態妹
btw 唔知點解 3 條 trailer 都係鬼片 未開埸3 個都已經嚇到跣晒係地 -3-

25th DEC FLORA & KK'S WEDDING

要做司琴 前一日先俾人鬧完 所以勁緊張 不過感謝神我相信我已經做得唔錯喇
好開心見到又有人結婚 講誓詞依然係勁感動 次次都會跟住一齊喊
we love because he first loved us  (1 john 4:19) 好鍾意因為好重要!
 again with m lovely 表妹妹 XD

就係等 COCKTAIL 之前乜都玩一餐 笑死我 見番以前睇住我大既牧師


呢個妹妹好靚女 !!  好似袁靚靚 !! 雖然唔識佢不過捉左佢影相 !! 佢又勁乖勁可愛 >3<

26th DEC FAMILY CHRSTIMAS PARTY ^0^

年年都有既抽獎 同屋企人一齊永遠都咁開心 笑死人今年 d 禮物
表姐個 bb 好得意 成日係個肚踢踢踢 快 d 出黎俾我見下你啦 >0<


我婆婆中左大獎 幾開心 ^0^   最緊要身體健康呀婆婆 =)

勁長既一篇 xanga 多謝你地咁有心機睇完晒佢  >0<
朋友 ! 我冇消失 我真係有忙緊 我冇得閒唔開心 依然日日咁充實

i am afraid that we are losing each other 

Dr wing ! be prepared with ur jokes !! i am going to need them i guess ..

當全世界既人都同你講 "唔好再傻喇.."  "佢唔會搵你架喇 .. "

連你媽咪都同你講 "佢根本就唔係鍾意你.. "

可能全世界就得你可以教我點做 ..

或者我仲可以大大聲講一句:  " 故事結局我的確唔肯定.. 不過我信呀! 吹咩!? "

找不到人說心裡的寂寞 找不到人都怕變得沉默
找不到命中注定在一起的人以後
很多人都笑我　一個人過生活

愛是不可數的嗎　為何我還相信　他不是獨行俠　
我在等一個人 在等我的永恒　告訴我愛不單行別害怕

用不完身邊泛濫的自由 還是怕孤單是一種詛咒
羨慕我能飛的人為何在天黑以後
還是寧願回到　愛情那個枷鎖

皇上英明 ..

皇恩浩蕩呀 !!  今日有幸遇上一份世紀 mc 卷 .. 

首先係 mc 卷全卷 43 題, 滿分 40 分
個 3 分話係 bonus 題聲稱送分俾我地  ^0^

再者係有題目 a b c d  4 個答案都岩
咁到底我地做黎做咩 ^0^

當今皇上當然技不止於此 .. 發明左 ..
終極 marketing research mc 題種 :  出頁數 ! 大晒 !   

" According to the case Dawes Cycles on p.63, the information are collected from ________ . "

P.63 ^0^ 係書既其中一頁 ^0^ 其中一個例子 ^0^
睇你班唔溫書又 skip examples 既人點死 ^0^
仲要唔會話你知間公司係做咩既 ^0^ 冇話你知成個 case 講緊咩 ^0^

睇到真係笑左出聲 ^0^ 只可以大叫一句 ....

皇上英明呀 !!!

the end of november

Implication to jess tang ka wing:
1. 十二月的開始 
2. semester A 考試的開始
3. 一試定生死的遊戲 
4. 足不出戶的時期
5. 日日都想大叫大喊就黎痴線既日子 

Fortunately,

Application for SONG WING:
1. 最愛的聖的到來
2. 準備同朋友仔狂見面
3. fully booked 既 christmas holiday
4. 終於可以開心地普天同慶每日盡興回家
5. 或者可以見到想見既人

並不討厭考試 為何壓力偏偏這樣大
大得眠又再失起來 大得想放棄一切
大得 .. 我想討厭考試

俾心機考試 .. 俾心機考試 .. 同俾心機考試 ..
frankly speaking, I HAVE NO CHOICE .. 

what if .. 2012 is really going to happen ? we were warned !

and i m wondering .. if the day really comes to an end that day ..
what are we fighting for ? what are we busying with RECENTLY?
why we chose to jump into the pool of works..  
rather than .. meeting them? listening to them? or even .. give them a call?  
why are we being so MEAN about the time we spent RECENTLY .. ? 

Our families, Our friends, and Our lovers, all we ignored, neglected, sacrificed ..
Which one is more important to you ? does it worth sacrificing them honestly ?

Grab your time ! sure you still got plenty !
treasure what you have and SHOW THEM LOVE ! please ! 

LIVE LIKE YOU ARE DYING ! who knows what will happen next !

LOTsssss of words .. CANT WAIT for christmas ..

^0^ mode of  女神 ^0^
^0^ beautiful face beautiful song beautiful sound beautiful harmony ^0^
在忙碌的生活中 每天的一點樂趣   聽罷心情都會好起來 =]

沒有預計的一個 A+   嚇呆了 所以要謝謝你你你你和你 >3< 真的辛苦了 !
還要被欽點去作一個 demo present  還要是GM 的同學 ? who are they ?
長這麼大還是頭一次有太好的 present 要去作 demo 給別人吧  原來好緊張 !

也想告訴你你和你 
you guys are already the best inside my heart  EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT !
小女孩願意送上兩個現有肥肉的膊頭 再送你們多個抱抱ssssss
再陪你們繼續往前走  別忘了我還會在你們身邊  永遠永遠的愛你你和你

快樂得想與你分享 快樂得想要去打個十多元一分鐘的電話

pathetic life with deadlines ...

2/11    IM group project present
6/11    MR assignment two deadline
9/11    IM group project report deadline
           CB second present
16/11  CB reflection paper
           SM group project report deadline
20/11  MPO project report deadline
23/11  MR mid term test
24/11  SM group project present

7/12    Managing People in Organization exam
11/12  Marketing Research exam
14/12  Services Marketing exam
16/12  Consumer Behaviour exam
17/12  Internet Marketing exam

岩岩考完試個日就上 twilight new moon !!  可唔可以考完試即刻去睇 ?!?!
poster 個日子係唔知 uk 定 us 架 lor 低B ^^

happy birthday to my best friend ever ::  mr ronnie !
邊有人好似你咁係英國打電話番黎叫我同你講生日快樂架唔知醜 !!!
anyway, 希望你地兩個玩得開心 =] "小心d " XD 
what a sweet couple >3< 多謝你兩個仲記得我 T^T

be 你說中了   ^3^   情緒卻在風浪平息後 被一通電話打翻
還是很心軟  還是很固執 還是相信那些有可能不會兌現的  
DR WING 對我說 : 世界太多戲言 不要太認真相信 ^3^
可是了解我的 be 會代我說 : " 鄧迦穎係好煩既人 ! 人地點講都唔肯死心 ! " ^3^

對唔住成日好蠢聽唔清楚你講野.. 搞到你好燥 ..
我會去 check 下耳仔同 IQ  對唔住....

Self made mid term break  XD

28th OCT    Disneyland with koobe again >3<

a lovely day with you dear >3< christmas 再去玩 !!! 
好多謝你肯陪我去 >0< 又陪我咁為食 xDD
我發覺我地講每一句都可以係笑位 xDDD 好白痴既我地 xDD
完全唔介意係你面前失儀 xD 因為大家都一樣 >3<

 第一次去 disney halloween ^0^ 

 
見到我好鍾意連真人都好靚女既 cinderalla  >0< 仲見到好搞笑既 pumpkin donald duck >0<

 買完呀 jack 既頭飾一齊扮年輕 ^0^

 
我地兩個仲被深海怪獸捉走左 T^T 救我呀 T^T 不過呀 be 似擁抱佢多 d  xD

 
成功逃生去左食雪榚可樂冰定驚 >0< 夜晚仲睇埋 jack parade 先走 >0<  

29th OCT   Tiffany singing context final >3<

baby you are the best !!!!!!!!!! 不枉我地整咁耐大叫咁耐 !!!!!!!
love you forever !!!! " J 愛你" 一定係 for 我講架啦 >0<  

 

即使得兩日都有好多開心事不能盡錄 =] 為期一日一夜既自製 mid term break 咁就完滿結束 =]
又要重新跳入 project present report deadline 既懷抱 T^T